Banana, abandon your discretion
softly now, pulpify
we’re waiting to be shamed
Mango, golden noisy oval you
be what you are
lamp, heavy as infant heads
your shadow, throw
those Lentil conspirators huddling
where are your sympathies?
among fingers gently mingle,
Cashew becomes you
even the Mushroom has gills
worshipful fold, precious stranger
mimics the ear, shrinks
and dumb brain of Walnut
crumpled, runnelled thing, knocking
divulge your little darkness
to us, a larger dark
now Squash, relinquish
embrace the form
of small cubes departing
one another
chop, chop!
broil our irreversible broil
pattern of the world’s sore unwinding
here Bordeaux bamboozles us,
unbinds us with its swill
of busy ghosts simmering
be a loving devil
be a ruby ring, sing
the vine of home, o –
when my friend she broke her confidence,
like a bird from the hedge in May
indelicate an ornate bone departed from her cheek
savage + weightless
there was left over from
when a little lie < in a small room <
a crochet hook. and declining,
could not blink, could not eat
was almost
now, say
if rind then nail
if nail then the molluscs of her eyes
say
if pip then thumb
if peel, surprise
say
if wet then sweeten
if thumb then eyes
then the reddened rind of her tongue
say
if flesh then eyes
if mollusc then thorn
if friend then sweeten
say
if friend then sweeten
her
ever-falling chiffonade
of sanguine, tart, voila!
abandon your discretion
softly ,
we're waiting
golden noisy you
what you are
a heavy infant head
your shadow,
those cons huddling
where are you ?
gently
becomes you
even the room has gills
ful fold, precious stranger
mimics the ear, shrinks
a dumb brain
crumpled, runnelled , knocking
divulge little
to us, a larger
now relinquish
embrace the form
of departing
chop!
our revers
pattern the sore wind
here bamboozles us,
unbinds us with its will
us ghosts simmering
be a devil
be a rub
of home, o –
when my friend she broke ,
like a bird a
delicate ornate one her cheek
savage + less
there was left over
a little lie <
a crochet hook a declining,
could not blink, could not eat
was almost
o
rind then nail
nail then the molluscs of her eyes
pip then thumb
peel,
wet then sweeten
thumb then eyes
then the reddened rind of her tongue
flesh then
mollusc then thorn
then
friend then sweet
ever-falling
o !
abandon your
softly
ing
noisy
what you are
a heavy infant
those huddling
are ?
gently
even the
fold ious stranger
the ear, shrinks
a dumb
nelled knocking
to us
relinquish
the form
of departing
revers
pattern
boo
us
us ghosts
be a
be a
me, o –
when my friend she broke ,
like
an ornate cheek
savage +
left over
<
a hook a declining,
could not , could not eat
was
rind then nail
then the molluscs of her eyes
then thumb
then
then eyes
then the reddened rind of her tongue
flesh then
mollusc then thorn
if friend then sweeten
then
ever-
abandon
ing
what you
infant
where
gently
even the
stranger
shrinks
to us
ish
depart
pattern
o
us
us o
a
a
when my friend she o
like
an ornate
savage
over
a hook declining,
could eat
rind nail
molluscs eyes
then thumb
then
her tongue
then
then
then
is a feminist lyric poet and lecturer in Creative Writing at The University of Cumbria. Her first collection, Sphinx, was published by Salò in 2017; her second — Blood. Flower. Joy! — was published by Knives, Forks and Spoons in 2019. In 2018 she won the Ivan Juritz Prize for creative experiment. Her poetry has been published in The White Review, Hotel, Butcher's Dog, Black Box Manifold and Datableed, among others.
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